There is one thing I have been battling on-and-off over the last couple years: self-confidence.
I have figured out what makes me feel secured after many, many months of ups and downs. Here are the factors that make me confident: being financially independent, seeing progress in being physically fit, working in a respectful environment, owning my projects, being surrounded by people who trust me and not having a relationship.
I think I lacked confidence for a moment after moving to Austin but I was positive with whatever came at me. In the meantime, I had to ask myself about what felt unreal and real - and I can't imagine myself living anywhere but here. I took some time off last week to visit my hometown for my brother's graduation and to see family and friends. It was really nice to be with family again and to catch up with old friends. Good vibes, sights, food and laughter - I miss all of this, but I miss freedom and exploring in Austin most.
